Nothing to do.

My skin is being totally obedient nowadays,I think I'm gonna stop breaking out,feels as if my time is over,hopefully. I am so happy that hard work pays,I used to have flawless skin,I am working hard to get it back. Note that this is how I really look like,no make up,no contact lens,no eyelid tape (I don't even use eyelid tape wtf!),no pretty clothes,not even eyebrow powder! I am showing you my completely bare face right here,I am proud to be so brave :D

Miss T,my girlfriend,is obsessed with her new book called Pretty Little Liars I wanna follow the trend cuz I watched the show on 8tv the other day & the plot seems mysterious plus the cast are all so gorgeous! Nothing beats Gossip Girl of course but I want to add on some interesting cool ass dramas to my dull live,I may be getting the novels from T soon also. Can't wait!

photo via weheartit

photo via weheartit

I forgot to announce this good news to you people! My sister borrowed me her little laptop,even though there is like 3 computers at home but I don't get access all the time,so my sister decide to just let me use this little notebook & I'm so glad to say that I can go online & check out looks plus blog all I want anytime! How cool is this?? And since I found the perfect denim for me last week while shopping with my mom,I decide to pair it up with my grey cropped t-shirt the other day & I felt naked because I don't have my belly piercing anymore :( It costs me like RM40 to get it pierced & trust me the process isn't that fun to talk about but I like the look of having my belly pierced,so I decide to pierce it again if I have the time,chance & cash cuz it's sad to see my  belly rings unused.

photo via weheartit

I'm going out with T,J & K tomorrow :) will be a great day,cuz I'm meeting new people & meeting up with my girlfriend again,which is the best I can ever do. My girlfriend T,happens to be studying far away & we rarely get to see each other,she calls me sometimes when she's able to but it just doesn't feel right if we don't meet face to face,she's a total sweetheart & it's worth spending every minute with her while she's around. Sign that petition up there if you haven't! I am demanding you to do a good thing in life for once. Thank you! :D

Here,a video of one of my most favourite people on earth,he's fucking hilarious. Hope he makes your day!

Beautiful girls all over the world.

Fuhhhhhhhhhh I'm tired. I just came back from KL with my sis & mom,went to Bukit Bintang to send my mom to a massage parlour because she needs some pampering,good news is I didn't buy anything because I don't really have anything in mind so that means NO MONEY SPENT! Yay! No pictures taken,me being a total failure when it comes to blogging because I don't have photos,blame me for not having a camera. Anyways,we had lunch at sushi zanmai & while my mom had her massage,me & my sis got an hour to walk around in Sungai Wang,I seldom hang out there cuz I think that place is super packed,it's like being in a sardine can.

But I bought the perfect pair of jeans yesterday & a long sleeved top because I have very little long sleeved tops! *clapping hands*

You're not human if you don't own denim.

I also saw many many pretty girls at the streets of KL,all sorts of races,all sorts of style & I like observing them,sometimes when I stare,they'll stare back & smile,while some just give me the lansi look,but it's okay,I appreciate the ones who smile :) Remember when I said I'm buying a camera next year? I dslr? Yeah,I'm gonna use it to take photos of all these beautiful girls I see,capture their style,I just like doing all these things,they make me happy,maybe you'd think I'll snap a photo of a girl who looks like miss Malaysia but no lah,I like something different,I like to see chubby girls who can dress really well despite their sizes,I like seeing dark skinned girls who dare to try bold colours & wear all the right things,I like seeing someone who has all the guts in the world to wear stage outfits out,or a body full of tattoos,these people are filled with awesome-ness.

I have a tendency to compare myself to other girls,especially if they are prettier,is it just me,or I always feel like my looks matter? Yeah maybe our looks do matter but I don't wanna get obsessed with it,I have very bad insecurities,low self esteem,but still I have some friends who thinks I carry myself like a model,which is weird,but yeah,I think you gotta do the best out of yourself,that's why I'm good in hiding my flaws,but there are days where I feel tired of hiding,so I flaunt my flaws,to see who'll accept me for me,I brace myself to know who'll betray me & reject me,those who did choose to go away & ignore me,let's just say I gave them a fuck off sign too. At the end of the day,I choose to be real,even though I get depressed when I feel like I'm not good enough,but that's just life. If life were to be so easy,why live in the first place? I don't know about you,but I'm not gonna say something cheesy like "be true to yourself & believe in yourself" 

I wanna be a better version of me.

Better.prettier.nicer.richer.cooler.

Fashion Icon #2 : Selena Gomez

For some reason,among all Disney stars,I think Selena Gomez is the prettiest,but nothing about her actually attracts me other than her pretty face,then I start liking her songs & I start noticing her style,it's different than Demi & Miley since both of them are more into the rocker chick kinda vibe but Selena is more into something sweet & simple but sometimes I see her in funky clothes too. As a teenager,I can't & I don't even wear fancy clothes often so she's an awesome icon when it comes to effortless style & matching all the cutest outfits,so at those days when I feel lazy or when i wanna dress up for tuition class or a plain grocery shopping spree,I look up to Selena Gomez :)

Randomly posting a picture of her & Justin Bieber,lol.

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Notice something in all the pictures above? She loves wearing jeans & boots,especially jeans that are fitted. It's VERY hard for me to get the perfect jeans so I rely completely on my darling jeggings & leggings. She also wears plenty of T-shirts,loose tops & such,very comfortable stuff.

My favourite part from her 'Who says' video.

(photo via m.stylebistro.com)

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53rd Annual GRAMMY awards.

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Selena Gomez inspired look with a mix of my own styles :)
It's summer so I added a bronzer from Nars to get Selena's tanned bronzy look.
bag from Balenciaga
black heels from YSL
black blazer + denim shorts + cropped singlet
sunglasses + juicy couture charm bracelet 

Ignore the very messy blog post with all these numbers at the side cuz I have no idea what the hell I clicked.

Well enjoy & hope you feel inspired too! Like this is you like the look I just made & leave a comment to share your own thoughts. Xoxo! ♥

Don't you dare torture animals!

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I was browsing through some new posts by the blogs that I follow at my dashboard & I see a very sad sad news about a tortured pup,I don't get this,WHY THE HELL OWN A PET WHEN YOU'RE GONNA END UP DOING BAD THINGS TO THEM?? Then I go on facebook & I saw the same thing on my friend's wall. Please,stop this,if you know anyone who does this kinds of things,stop them,take their pet away or something,don't let the pet end up dead & YOU end up feeling all fucked up & regreting your actions,thank God I never face such things in my life but I know that I've seen dogs & cats lay flat on roads if you know what I mean. And as an animal lover I always keep myself away from thinking about creepy & sad thoughts about animals that are sick/dead/tortured. Imagine if I think of all these every second of my life,I'd be emo! See that petition banner up there?? Sign up please & share around,do something good for once even if you feel useless today,I swear you'll get some sort of blessing tomorrow! Either getting 10 cents on the roadside later or getting a text from someone you like,who knows!

Just a short update.

I'm busy,I'm an SPM candidate & I need to study! I had science thingy going on today & it saddens me that my favourite science teacher is not gonna teach me science anymore but she really gave me some pretty useful & awesome tips today. I was at my best friend's Nesh's house last weekend & I love & miss her so much :) Can't wait to go there again.

Being a student part I

Today the kids in my class all got called to go meet our principle in the meeting room,she & some other teachers talked to us about the big SPM & how important it will be to us. Yeah yeah,I know that,everyday I kick ass & only study a little,sometimes I wonder how me & all my classmates can stay calm when SPM is coming closer & closer,we're really chilled,I didn't realise this till my moral teacher said so,but I do agree that getting frustrated & upset won't do any good,it'll just make you lose your mind,who the hell wants to go mad before their big exams?? Morons. 

I'm looking at a bunch of 'keep calm' pictures now :)

My hair is longer now & my bangs are just right,tried retin-a a few days back & it made my skin peel like snake & made my skin so sensitive that even the most gentle cleanser on earth will make my skin tingle & itch,I almost freaked out & yelled out a big "oh my fuck" last monday morning while washing my face,I even thought of skipping class since the sting was so bad,but imagine what would I write on the absence letter,probably something like this......

"Dennia Leah couldn't attend school today due to skin reaction towards retin-a & hyper sensitivity."
What the buck?

So I did attend class & I HAD to apply my Maybelline mineral BB cream to school to cover up the redness & my face was so dry it peeled tremendously &  everytime I look into my mirror I see cracks & peeling skin on my face I just wanted to cry. Plus it made me broke out too,currently I have like one zit on my forehead & another two more,one a few inches under my right ear & the other at my left chin which doesn't make sense cause I NEVER had a pimple on my chin before! ANYWAY,the talk I had in school today made me sort of realise how lazy I've been & that I should change & start to study more seriously,I don't know how many A's can  I get but I got to try right? Yeah I should. ANYWAYS I'm back to using dermedex & I'm gonna stick to it since I'm such a bitch,I change my beauty products once I get intrigued by some other creams/toner/whatever I see. Currently I'm using sulfur acne bar as my cleanser at night,insanely drying but cleanses well,after that I wash my face with oatmeal,like Bubbzz,check it our here,I will do a review soon when I have the sudden urge & mood.

My best friend since I was 8 is back from Germany!
I'm gonna go sleepover at her house this weekend till she goes back,I miss her so so much & I'm so glad to get to meet her again,life is so hard when you're away from someone so close to you,since she's gone I got close with some other awesome people but th bond is not that strong,that explains.

Ok,new song. Goodbye baby by Miss A :) look at Jia's hair,she always has the best hair & body.

xoxo

Nia Leah

Ashes & Wine

I'm extremely bored so I thought of blogging bout some cool stuffs I found on NYLON's site,especially some new tracks,basically my playlist of songs are introduced by this awesome magazine,you should know by now that I am a NYLON junkie,sources here are all taken from nylonmag.com

The video just feels so old school,as if in the 90's don't cha think?

 Alexa Chung is lucky to be dating Alex Turner,how I wish I can date a band frontman,that'll be cool.

This is insanely catchy!!

She is a really beautiful singer,young & raw,her music is sort of like Adele's but she has a much softer voice,I'm in love.

Total feel good song. Burberry first introduced them,I also got to know some really awesome singers from Burberry acoustics like Misty Miller who is an angel.

Lol,I do listen to other Monkees songs but never this one,cute track,fun to listen to.

I have a thing for photography,I have a number of amateur photographers in my life & I hope to be one too,not now though,no cash to get a proper dslr,but yeah,it's something really interesting & I'd love to try it :)

I spot Juicy Couture

Omfg,Rilakuma cupcakes!

Alcohol & ciggs = perfectionism.

When will my hair grow this long?

Yes,I'm looking at YOU bitch.

Take your panties off & feel the breeze I say.

This is absolutely gorgeous.

I guess I'll be fine,a break up is hard enough,the truth is even harder,but I have a long way to go & a life to live,hopefully I'll meet another guy that would offer me more than I expected & capture the moments with me,I don't want to be emo for so long,it's not me.